Birds and the Bees

The age old thing that everyone get hung up on, Boyfriends and Girlfriends!
No fence but its jus getting to the point of it being drastically silly!! Do people really care who is hanging on your arm as you walk down the school hall? The answer is probably not, people would most likley mock you and tell you to get a room, or bash your head in for liking the same guy that they like- all these exmples having happened to my friends! And then when we do finally manage to snag that guy/girl of our dreams we end up holding hands if it gets serious or a freaky uncomfortable kiss whilst still being with your friends because it would just be too awkward to be alone together! After all this, the possibility of breaking up two weeks later is very likly.. so why bother?
The sad fact is.. that yupp.. there will always be that guy/chick tht makes your heart flutter, or jus widens your smile. That brings the compulsive surge to flirt, we all do it. But the bother is terrible, you feel lonely and unwanted when that guy/chick keeps rejecting you, taking other people as their 'boyfriend/girlfriend' and our hearts get absolutely crushed! Does this cycle never end!
So why bother with all this business? Because being in love and feeling loved is amazing!, perhaps that short moment of bliss is enough to smooth the hurt over. God made us to feel loved and to love..Sometimes we can get distracted huh? I know I do quite often..
But then I just listen to sappy love songs.. Yea we all love them!

Poem by me..

No one knows of my beauty
No knows of my secrets
No one knows what I hide locked inside
Is it a gift or a curse?
Ill leave that for you to decide

Lundz

Camp

Camp is just so grand!
I worked the whole week in the kitchen but dude it was so fun! The thing that REALLY got me though were the kids..Just because they were all so awesome! They all had distinct personalities, they were really special and awesome to hang out with... but sadly those awesome personalities are going to get wasted by the pressures of the world, and tehy will change from being awesome to jus other 'individuals' doing 'unique' stuff to be 'cool'... where is the fun in that honestly?
ANYWAY.... these kids were jus so much fun, but knowing that heaps of them came from broken homes and crappy family lives.. well that just sucks.. i feel for them i really do..
When they misbehave i remember getting quite angry and stuff but then you remember that this camp is like the only place that they're going to recieve some kindness... some love.. well i guess its worth all the pain and no sleep and hardwork..

Spinning Head

Last weekend I went to a party, not th ones that include alcohol but the fun ones where you play pin the tale on th donkey and dance! Strobes were playing and being th fun loving person that i am i decided to spin around as much as i can! And yupp i spuin for ages and ages.. defying th laws of thos laws (you know kinda like th laws of gravity and stuff like those flash ones) and i spun and i spun until i almost fell over or was sposed to fall over but didnt. But then my brother as they do, went BANG into me and i BANGED my head... fell on the floor unconsciouss for a couple of seconds and completely concussed (still am btw)

Yupp that sucked.. but i hope my friend had an awesome birthday party a!!
DO NOT GET CONCUSSION IT HURTS AND IT HURTS AND IT HURTS!