For my birthday coming up, I decided to have a Coffee and Dessert evening, which would reflect my tastes, however I am getting a little nervous as i don't think that my taste is very popular, or rather its a bit old fashioned.. any way, I'm excited i guess :) Isn't that odd? That I am apprehensive about having a classy party because I'm insecure about how others will receive it. Mhmm..
Anyway, preparing for this I have had to make (am in the process of making) a soundtrack, and with my research I have discovered once again the beauty of Mr James Blunt. His music is beautiful, lyrical and poetry. It reaches emotion that I am quite reluctant to express. It just is pretty.. Listen to it some time if ya want! He is honest, he is not afraid to wear his heart on his sleeve. imagine the kind of life one would live if they lived with out fear! "Perfect love drives out fear." The only reason I don't express myself, or am apprehensive about having my party is because I'll be exposing my self for who and what I truly am.
Life with out fear, that is a life with God. If only my relationship with him will get a little better. Silly how us humans think that our relationship with Him will just be sweet as with out putting any effort into it huh? I think sometimes God is lonely.. Being ignored by all those he Loves so much. Its like being ignored by your best friend, or by that boy who you seem to notice but doesn't even know that you exist. C'mon God has feelings too, he must be so lonely... O no! My bad.. He is beautiful though, James Blunt's music is beautiful and says it how it is. That is an amiable quality- to be able to live with out fear, to be able to wear your heart on your sleeve.
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